A SMALL WORLD – SEASON ONE
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So, I’m engaged to be married. At last. But I thought I would be so much happier and excited about it than I am now. I can’t help but feel as if I cheated. I often wonder if I would be engaged now, if I wasn’t already pregnant. I know there are many girls who get pregnant, but not engaged, so it’s not an exact science, and I am lucky that I have a good man who is willing to stand by me, and who I believe actually loves me… But I can’t help but wonder…what if?
Will he regret it later? When we get married, and if we have problems, will he blame me for trapping him? Is this where he saw us going, and I just helped speed up the process, or did he have plans to bail..? For the record, I didn’t plan on getting pregnant. This wasn’t my Plan A or B… It just sort of happened…