Oyinda’s Journal entry, 24th September 2016. 09:56 am.
How Do I Feel Today? Sad.
What Do I Hope To Achieve Today? I need to spend some quality time with my wife.
What Did I Learn Today? Actions have consequences.
How Do I Feel About My Marriage Right Now? We need help.
I need to change, but I don’t know if I can. They say old habits die hard, and I know this will be hard. Not because I don’t love Temi, but because it is what I’ve become used to and it’s too easy to slip back into and cover up. There are just too many women who are ready to be used and even throwing themselves at me. But I’m going to have to try. I just have to try, because I don’t want to lose Temi.
Oyinda closed his diary. He’d decided to return to his room after their session, instead of having breakfast. He’d lost his appetite and really wanted to be alone to process everything.
He had thought he would write more in his journal, but when it came down to it, he couldn’t find the words. The thought that kept coming to his mind was of his beautiful wife in the arms…
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