Hi everyone! My name is Ope, and I am the husband of a sex addict. Six months ago, my wife, Promise, left me. Actually, it has been six months and eight long days.
I feel my life has been at a standstill ever since. It’s not as though my life revolved around her…it’s just because I never thought that I would live without her. I never thought that I would give up on our love. I was sure that it was God’s will that I marry her, and that He would give me the strength to love her. I feel like I failed both of them.
I never thought I would find myself single again, but not single… Lonely, but still bound in love with my wife… Still hopeful for a reconciliation, and not able to move forward, nor willing to move forward, but desperate for real love.
I’ve been coming to these meetings, hoping that one day I might see my wife. That she would seek help, and I will hear from her why she had to do what she did, and maybe I would have the strength to tell her that everything will be okay…
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