Ifeanyi nuzzled my neck affectionately, and I could tell that he desired to kiss me again. Even though I had forgiven him, I was not ready for that level of intimacy. I was still in sorrow, still hurting, as the memory of his betrayal was still fresh in my mind. When I closed my eyes, I easily imagined him with another woman…more specifically, Amaka, and the pain was still real.
I knew it would take some time for me to kiss him without thinking of another woman’s lips on his. Or feel his touch and not be jealous that he had touched another woman that way. I still desired him… He was and is a very desirable man. And being such a wonderful lover too, it should be easy to understand how the thought of him with another woman would drive me mad.
I breathed deeply as he kissed my neck, and then my chin. I hugged him to stop him from kissing my lips. It was too much too soon. I hoped he would understand that it would take some time for me to be sexually intimate with him again. It would take trust, and that had nothing…
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