“Behold, all ye that kindle a fire, that compass yourselves about with sparks: walk in the light of your fire, and in the sparks that ye have kindled. This shall ye have of mine hand; ye shall lie down in sorrow…” (Isaiah 50:11).
It’s been three weeks since that night we reconnected, and I think I’m going crazy… You do not only plague my waking hours but my sleeping ones too. My dreams feel so real that my body still burns when I’m awake. And I spend my days looking forward to the nights when I can feel your soft, full lips on mine, your hard hands caressing my body and your heat inside of me, as you make love to me.
I lay in bed now, recalling my fantasies and knowing that the deed is done. I am an adulteress… It just hasn’t happened in the physical yet. But you’re all I want and live for, and the thought of never having you again makes me wish for a swift end to my misery…
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